Little heart, bitter heart.
I wonder

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Hello,
I hate crowds, I love to dress up in casual
I'm not perfect, but i'm sure i'm good enough.
I've a bunch of wonderful friends around me, & of course an awesome penguin.
Treasure my little heart with care

Cos' it's fragile

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Monday, October 27, 2008 || 11:15 PM

hmm, i've been trying real hard to keep myself busy
& guess wad? i think keeping urself busy is the best remedy of all(;
i've been doing tutorials, watching tvee, helping my sister with her maths.
But not studying for the quiz tmr yet.
my irritating brother is smoking again.
& i F-ing, cannot tolerate the smell anymore.
Its SMELLY. Can he move out asap?
i'm suffering from it.

and yes, i've been rather cold to people lately.
I don't know why.
maybe because, i don't see a reason in being nice to people anymore?
I don't know.
And i can see that daddy dotes on sister more and more.
I'm not jealous, but maybe a lil jealous?
I'm not a girl that can withstand anything.
In fact, not a thing.
which makes me feels like i'm kinda invincible in front of him and anybody in the world.
Yes, i've said that i love my family during that speech.
But sometimes i seriously don't see a reason why i should try to please them.
They don;t appreciate -At all.
maybe that email that daddy send me a year ago,made my day a lil.But not for a lifetime.
Like people said, action speaks louder than words.
Those are just words.
Whenever it comes to bad happenings,i'm the one who gets all the blame.
I've said and tolerate all these for 18 years.
Maybe 16 years?
When my kat(sister) was sleeping in mummy's tummy, daddy dotes on me the most.
(: But after she was born, i'm not daddy's lil princess anymore.
I became his burden. My studies was poor, i'm not hardworking.
And studied another year more than others.being in na.
I don't blame anybody for these.
I love my sister, sometimes i do blame her, but that's out of jealousy and anger.
But i really loves her(:

I used to rant at them for being biased, i used to complain to my dear friends about them being unfair. Things started changing when we started to live separately, & soon i stopped complaining.
& that someone brought colours to my life(;
anyways, that's in the past. i'm back to square one.

My life is filled with work,school work,& maybe nothing else.